Such Sweet Coldness

I fake a smile So no one will see How much this Is really killing me Worry not For no onle else will have to walk Not even the slightest mile In this cold dark night Like I do But I don't want to go on Without my dark night In the shadows Hiden and Withdrawn Finding in such sweet sorrow A numbing bliss Just beginning to mourn Over the numbing coldeness Broken Hearted Broken Spirit Knowing the coldness Has only started Ignorent to the frostbite Staying cold and alone In this dark night Holding in painful moans Unwillingly numbing away Every feeling in my body Trying to get through this Stormy cold night