Subside

Something subsides in me as i view this day anew dreams awakening and we stare into the eyes of those we see fit to be our equals So fear guiding our motives though we don’t know why and yet day to day we find a place to hide it subsides in me to find rest in this insomnia which ensnares me to write poet and now we divide our attention to... things which provide comfort an ever so daunting task as to say she’s the one but yet destroying the inner being which was once myself so now i ask... what is it worth?, the pain, the sorrow, simply the time of day? or have these naive beings discovered the things... which make us tick, make us lust for their comfort dig deep and tell me it doesn’t subside in you as well this feeling... Abandonment... or Safety... She is equal in my eyes and what myself is and was will not change the way i view her spirit, her soul... the essence of what she is to me.. nothing can change... my love.