Submerged In Sadness

I was always disrespected, Treated as optional person. I was ignored many a times, Betrayed a lot as if I was enemy. No one feeled my absence, rather they celebrated. If I go, no one called me back. No one asked me for a gift. I was like a piece of cloth, wen I was new, I was loved. But when I got ruined, I was thrown out with no care. Do you know the reason why all these frolic things happened with me? Because, I lived with vivacity, I respected others more than myself. I lived for those who needed me. Now, I am helpless, Torn like an old diary, with missing pages of attitude, esteem, pride. O! Universe, Help me to re-built. intoxicated with agony and pain, Give me support to walk with vitality. I wants to smile like all do..... Want to be loved by someone truly. I wants to be king, of sumone's heart, Not of the entire world. Need a meaning to my life. Separate me from this meaningless life, please.