Stupid

My world has been dark since I left you. I guess looking back I should have known better, Thinking about all the times when the thought of losing you made me cry. How could I have been so blind? How could I hurt you so bad like I did? I want to erase it all and go back. I want to go back to that day that we took our vows And I cried so hard I couldn't say the words. I was so happy that day, knowing I was marrying the man of my dreams. What have I done? What was I thinking? I knew you had changed your ways, just like you said you would but I ignored it. Then I threw you away like a piece of garbage. You will never be garbage to me. You were my rock, my strength. You always will be And I would give anything to feel your arms around me again And to fall asleep in your arms like I used to. This hurts so bad. This broken heart will always be yours. I'm sorry for being so stupid.