Strange

It's been quite sometime since last I've seen your face The outline that frames you Hardly recognized in mind Familiar only to your hollow eyes, engraved deep within the cold flesh you once were born warm. That much i recall... How i long to press against them with my fingers Forbidden to see our futures presence Forbidden are you to see the light Lack of strength So fractured They fevered My hands couldn't hold...us Push against them Push back Black holes Could this fill the void? Physicality of violence  could never measure to the internal inferno that sways in constant motion In truth, it gravely burns Whiplash Triggered moments Marking the idea that if only these sentiments were yern in a vase instead That, i would very much like In the process of  healing Your character fades Flickering from time to time But progressively fades So very strange.. Half widow And half alive Over grieving Too far, Discomfort Pay no mind to rain Into the haze We've lost touch Denying to fathom How very strange That i once loved.