Straight In the Eye: Part 1

I'm so weird. I don't feel like I belong I've feared That life will soon end for me like a song Please, don't forget me I beg for His forgiveness Please, don't reject me Do you see the hopelessness In my eyes? I look at the Lord of the Flies Straight in the eye Straight in the eye Am I a devil or an angel? Deliver me from fear... God draws near . . . Fill my heart with cheer Steer me away from troubles Before my anxiety doubles I'm so lost. I'm so lost in my bewilderment I'm so lost, Grazing in my own maze I'm so weird... I feel so ugly I'm an odd ball... No one likes me Don't abandon me or neglect me in any shape or form For, I've been trapped in my solitary dorm . . . Forever wandering in the chambers of my mind Maybe, there's some gold to find... Perhaps, life isn't that bad after all All I have to do is stand tall...&, of course, give it my all (SHTILL IN THE EDITING WORLD)