Still Visits

stills visits in dreams even though you got away, walks beside the river of regret to remind you every day, sings a song a terrible detuned thought which shivers as a noise a mosquito buzzing in the ear to make a sustained pain echo the rest of all living moments shaking & quaking with those same inviting eyes of nights ago bringing a new experience of horror to all that remains a defeated lover who can’t remember just exactly how it all had started, only how desperate & self-destructive they had to be to do so.