Still Kicking

STILL KICKING I've got this smile on my face, tears rolling down my check, but I ant apologetic about it, not bluffing though I hear buzzing sounds, being very busy I remain unhinge, can't be knock off balance though through distractions the enemy tried to lay sigh via smoky screens, I'll still stay here to slough it out till the end. I know you need attention, time to be together with but hey man am sorry meet me there if you can, though the strides if my steps sliding, being slice up like a broken glass now my face squeezing but men I ant frowning. Hearing the heaves on my chest, felling like am losing though am still in front, floating on forming waters not certain whether I'll make it to the end cause is getting darker by the day nothing worse than this black cloud above my head. like a bubble gum pooping I felt so expose, fallen many times but I've got to stand up and try a new approach cause is not over, so I roll up my sleeves, whoa, blow off the dust, feeling the fire on my heels but an not about to kneel cause the big concern blazing on my chest, I'll keep moving, following the footprint of the one with the blue print, not slacken my grips nay, can't fail now cause I've got you'll on my mind and I know you're watching. Certainly I'll have change in the midst of this ugly split, regardless of how it goes down life goes on, feeling like am starting all over yeah no doubt but am counting on the fact that God is faithful, though am clever, I'll never be under the fever to think I'll succeed someday; my time is now. Reminiscing on the journey so far I confess, am the designer of my own path, making spotless decision is my predictable routine, Jehovah has turned my life over and now am unashamed cause his blood has wash away all my sins. Am super turned up, God did not consider my errors I guise that's why some folks are jealous, I'll keep on though my feet's heavy my mind stayed on winning everything regardless am still kicking you know it's time for kinging, if you're following am still leading, hearing yelling's behind but I stand tall I ant bragging, you all know it am all out for the best, can't be frazzle still kicking with my dudes, and guise what they're all tripping.