Still Here.

It's not having loved and lost that hurts inside. It's having lost the love I held with pride. It's having lost my friend, my lover, my life. It's having lost my future, our children, my life. I cry from my eyes, my soul, and my heart. I cry for lost time, God where do I start? I am alone without you. These thoughts are all new. One thing I never planned on was living my life minus you. My dreams and my hopes..they died inside you. I would give up this all for one second beside you. Yet I know you are here..you are with me somehow. Our love never died because I can feel it right now. I will see you sometime...the day that I die. And when I get to Heaven you can teach me to fly. You can show me the stars, the moon, and the world... Untill that day I will forever miss you my girl. .......dedicated to the late Brandi Bowersock...... (I miss you honey!)