Start

I am at the start again where it all began. I have been pushed way back to the point where it seems like putting my foot on the gas is a waste of time. The light has turned green but my mind is still on red. It Already has stopped moving on only to get back to the where I am. I can get off the brake but then I am scared I don't know where I will go. I have lost my control to steer. For depression is now control of the wheel and wont let go.