Standing Here

So it would see writing out all my emotions out on paper is all I do Instead of breaking down, going out there and saying them to you These feelings and words need to be felt and said to you so bad They are in my head constantly driving me every bit mad By my own past, I'm forever haunted By the unknown, I'm always teased and taunted I sit here cold, alone, scared, and don't know if I'm at all wanted The craziest past of all this is that I really believe you feel for me the same Which doesn't help in easing anything in fact, it only adds to my aching pain However you truly feel for me, you shouldn't feel in anyway ashamed Your wonderful vividly wild imagination should never ever be tamed And your brilliant heart and soul needs to be left unscathed Your eyes have always touched my heart and soul These emotions I feel so deep are so far and in complete control But yet you have to me say what so longingly has to be heart it's so needed No matter if it leaves me here hurt and bleeding I know your words could rip and tear my heart I know your actions could break my soul apart But I don't think you yet fully get it I've know all this from the very start With that being said, come on to me say the words I need to hear Yes even if they are words I may fear Let your actions speak volumes and let them be crystal clear Until then I will still long to pull you to me closer and only dream of being near Only for you with my heart and soul on my sleeve will I still be standing here