Spiritual Direction

No testimony without a test; Tried to give my all, my very best Feeling so lonely; While going through this testimony Heart aches at the thought of what has come to be; I know this is temporary, for God is always with me Asking for some direction while going down this path; For some reason it's not adding up, you do the math So much stress; As I go through this test This pain I'm feeling is weighing heavy down on my shoulders; My nights are long as they keep getting colder Still I place my faith in his hands; For He is a blessed spirit and has not the flesh of a man