'special Relation'

as a girl i shared a relation with my mom.. shared this relation until i was seven it was a best friend relation, one where i could tell her any and everything in the world; she was my adviser and i was her advisee she'd sit me on the end of her bed and look me right in my eyes, searching for nothing, but the truth; by me being a kid, the truth was all i knew... I'd tell her what she wanted to hear and warm her heart with glee... we shared this relation up until 2oo3 when she kinda sorta replaced me;; a seed was produced and as a kid i wouldn't know anything about the situation i grew older and everything became more and more clear to my young inquiring mind... I began to let go of childish ways / things and make room for my first younger sibling... and now I stand here as a young lady in the making;; a teenage girl in a teenage body Withh a mindset far from what you see..