Space

I feel space between us, not sure how this happened, I want to be closer to you, I wanna feel you breath, feel your heart beat next to mine, I wanna feel close to you again, as I try to come closer I get pushed away, this is the cycle that is not new, we're close for a time then when I get in to close I'm pushed away and the space gets bigger and bigger, when there becomes too much space you pull me back in,I fight to be as close as I can without being pushed away,but I guess I haven't found that slot in the space between us where I belong....