Space

It’s freezing in the winter night But I don’t feel the cold they say that a broken heart Can cut deep to your soul Today her words were As sharp like a knife As she sinks it so deep Like if to rip out my life And she didn’t care how much Pain was inside of me She stabs and stabs Until my blood flow like the sea And I feel so helpless As she keeps hurting me more And I keep begging her please It’s the same person you love before But her hearts are deaf She can’t hear my cries And my love are getting stronger As my body slowly dies She’s asking for space But how much more can I give I live in New York And 12,000 miles away she live And she is not seeing my pain She is just looking at her pride And her selfishness is getting More wider than the ocean tide Oh god oh god oh god Can’t you see from above? Why is she doing this when a few Days ago she was seeking my love Why is she a shame of me? Is that because I’m a simple man And her beauty is flawless And she holds my life in her hand Can’t she see my blood on the floor? Doesn’t she know the table will turn? One day you could be in the fire And for ever you will burn Oh god I miss her so much I can’t live with out her gain And I, m down on my knees Praying god please I’m tired suffering I don’t have the hunger to eat Or do anything i feel so empty I’m just going through motions Because its how it have to be I just put on a brave face So no one knows I’m dying I lock my self from the world For I don’t have the will to keep on trying My heart hurts so much I wonder Will it will explored inside of me I shower only because I have to For i live like a zombie And even when I try to eat The food has no taste And all my effort to take a bite It all, just gone to waste And my mind is going crazy saying I tell you forget that damn girl But my love is saying no no She’s all I’m living for in this world But she keeps saying space And my skull is cracking open But I can’t save my self For slowly my life are being taken