Soulmate

I have married two men in my life And I loved neither I have loved two men in my life And I couldn't marry either The relationship with each Fleeting though it may have been Was magical and whimsical Like sparks floating in the wind Our souls linked together In this life and perhaps another One lives out a life in my dreams without seeing him for many years The other still a fresh memory Provokes many fresh tears I know they are not mine To hold or to long for But deep in my heart a memory Is protected by a padlocked door Let go and let love Is what they always say Let go and let live Is the lesson I obey For these are kindred spirits Or at least I pray Just a glimpse of my soul mate And how he'll be one day For in all my pain and agony I have lost myself and others But my journey is just beginning Because I know there is another