Sorry

You appeared in my life when I was holding the knife you discovered me at my worst and now you’re paying the price You got the warning first I said I couldn’t quench your thirst I told you the honest truth but you didn’t believe in the curse My emotions have been drained my thoughts on love have changed I don’t feel the way I used to I am not the same The nightmare is still so real pain is what I feel my smile has been painted my heart has not healed Tears sting my eyes laughing is my disguise I’m so sorry that you’re here watching me break my ties I’m hurting and I’m bleeding I’m trying and succeeding he crushed my heart in his hand but yes, I’m still breathing Pain has made me convert to not believing love works I’m so sorry that I’m broken I’m so sorry that I’m hurt You’re amazing in every way you don’t deserve any pain I’m so sorry that this hurts I’ll be better someday