Sore and Bleeding

Sometimes it feels like a mauling these bits and pieces you extract from me like a parasite feeding sucking from my being my life force without permission or qualm- this is my life, my precious life if you must feed from me consume all of me please, don't leave me grossly deformed skinless, raw pinked fleshed, wet, sore and bleeding open to infection where yellow pus ooze the scabby scabs scabbed over and over and over again. let me live whole or let me die whole.