Sometimes Lost

Seem I'll walk this road alone the time of never looming forever. shivers filter thru my bones, yearning to be soothed by hushed tones. Once happy, now shrouded in misery pondering my mental stockpile of uncertainty half smiles strapped in pain, choked up feelings of past privileges hoping to regain. tethered by unseen chains. The soul feeling scarred, suppress , and under duress How......oh.... how do I break free from this sadness that envelopes me? Cascading down a mound of despair wishing this sadness will disappear, relieving me of my desolations and fear Where....oh....where is my guardian angel out there.