Sometimes I Wish I Didn'T Exist

Sometimes I wish, I didn't exist I have so much inside of me building up I feel like I want to explode like a volcano my blood runs down abruptly it makes everything vanish and corrode No remains of the broken pieces that was once Me Do not mourn, for It is not worth the trouble I have caused enough damage myself Do not show remorse on my soul For it has long before died within I gave up Not only on myself but on you.. You want the truth? It is of my veins Some green, some blue Represents the green grass on the other side, that didnt break through or the Blue sky filled with hope, that I looked up to.. Or was it you.. The center of my Heartbeat and like the blood that runs through I let you go... Freedom is Free, and its My price to list just to live, Sometimes... I wish.. I didnt exist.