Sometimes

Sometimes I sit down and think what it would be like If life gave me an easier test Maybe I'd have sat through it all Without complaining as I've been doing Because I'm here doing my hard test The unending test cause everyday there's something new While they're questions I'm already having a hard time Getting answers to so I'm scribbling down Sometimes I feel like maybe my test is endless Like I was meant to be stuck over and over As I try to figure out my test For as I look around it just feels I'm in the wrong place Cause some have sat in the same class Did their tests and walked out earlier While I'm here stuck on the first page Unable to turn to a new page Sometimes I sit down and wonder what it would  be like If life never gave me a test at all I'd live out my days picking up tests Chosing my battles instead of them being chosen for me For I've been doing this test for a while now And I've done it well so far But I feel I've been going around it all the way wrong Cause I'm doing it alone and maybe that's not how it's supposed to be So I'm here writing poems hoping for Rabii To come down and help me sit through this test Cause I'm  not sure how long I can remain doing this test All alone cause I'm not making progress and the years are going The PO£T