Something's Coming

Something is coming but I'm not ready Coming down the pike through corridors Makes me unsteady Maybe I should meet it head on I'm not that strong Actually I feel weak, devoid of backbone Pointless seeking refuge What would I use that shields heartbreak I need to woman up Face my fate But here it comes in my direction Minus affection once felt for me Here it comes misshapen Down this path it's taken, down these stairs Unaware, No it doesn't care For it has blamed me, shamed me Rearranged me to a life double Steeped in troubled and hidden misgivings A fake that I'm living But I can't hide anymore I've been down this path before This time it will find me for sure