Something I Wish I Could Have Avoid

Ever since we broke up, we've been tight. Vibrating txts, ringing calls. Nothing had changed but our title and plus we did our own thing in the dating world. But we were right there for one another, through thick and thin. We dated others but our loved never died. Kisses were still given and hugs still embraced. But not things have posed a change, I'm single...your not. When you told me, my heart skipped a beat and my mind couldn't believe it was true. You keep asking me am i okay but my reply didn't reflect the truth. Later on, as things set in, i wondered would things be the same? First you didn't know, then you told the truth and said we would be lovers and friends but never in a cheating way. And asked was i okay again, i responded in a very complex pun but basically saying i wasn't. It only hurts so much because i love you and need you....just happy your still in my life.