Some Thoughts On Myself

I cant seem to find the happy antedote to cool my negative consequences--- malignant non standards freud pennance desires to capitulate-re the never know mores so the forni fun reins can be pulled taughtly somewhere inside lives a man who cares----simple kind to all--pleasures akin to mellow moon moments--get the fish jist--uncomplicated---neurogladiolas with leafs outstretched to catch the morns love rays---fully watered premise to a concubine wife unopposed like all fetters released free to abound under alcohol laden pods in a swaying sequence water ballet peaceful in its aloneness yet always ever seeking the never true part ne'r so patiently ignoring--- Cancer quest staring you in the face but cant be seen---know knows no knowns eyes closed bloodshot--wishing hard to overwhelmed joy visions of what could be--I know theres a palace in me that gushes being is a river raft of giving tides unabated for the abandon quits warm of function but in pure feet sense cant save to swim in the same antidirection plan for a single sec hard to find 30 days notice self eviction would help but then whered i be in the tunnel of soothing nonfixtures riding on nosense syllables that now sag to be a faraway foreign language my own fault alcohol only a seed cloud the deeper I think the more dense I look in the wrong semidirection too quiet and yet unyielding to promote a sick sense of perserverance uncompounded like a gemstone past its prime on the open market a bill past due repossessed folded catalogued drawn drawered in a tightshell outcast lowbrow miniscule catapult nurtured nonethe selfless retro inconvenience breech birth brain divided gray tipped shark heart profiled in opposite filling manikin lifestyles