Some Days

Some days I can't pull through Some days I feel like giving up My thoughts My feelings Writing is my only escape My only outlet Is the only thing that hears me That understands me I scream silently I cry to myself The pain lasts years The reality lasts a lifetime Its hard to pull it together I have to be strong For the family that I am raising Show them strength But how can I do that When I feel like I have no strength left Show them courage Show them, what I am not right now I have to I need to They believe in me I want to break free From this anger From this pain From this hurt This hurt is all I know That I don't know which way to go I'm scared to move forward What if I fall and loss control Who will then make me whole??