Soleil Levant

Keep Actin like Everything is the same Yet Everything is anything but My world is turned Upside down I don't know Into an optimal angle or a Negative angle Anymore The pastel colors Of the sky Are getting Blurred Like Monet's Impression soleil levant Felt like I was Flying From The jump but now I'm just floating In midair With sudden Unpredictable Drops That Plummets my heart down Too Got too much On my mind now On my heart now Save a place for us Please Bae When can we stop pretending When we can't go back to the When when we didn't know When we wanted things the same It's so hard When the truth is out there Letting it lay Cold and bare When it was Breathtakingly Beautiful Waiting for a long time We both Wanted it What is stopping us? Falling apart Am I not enough Blurred undefined paint In my heart Still life With my heart Still beating For him