Sober

I want to be sober, But I need a drink. I don't want to be awake, But I can't sleep. I just want to forget I want it all out of my head All of these memories They all live but I rather them die instead. When will it end? Why can't it stop? I think that I have suffered quite enough. Just give me a break Let me cover my face Let me hide Please let me breathe. I don't want to be sober, I just want to drink away the pain I just want to fall asleep, So it can all just go away I am filled with regret, Because I was the one who let you in. All of these battle scars, Are just a reminder of what you did. But I'm gonna stay sober, because I am bigger than this.