So Long

Alone without you around, Why can't you just stay here with me, I know its best that we separate, But I can't handle this feeling of being free, You've help through tough times, Times where I felt stressed, Relaxed me when I needed you, Especially the times I was a mess, Calmed me down, From when I was angry and pissed, I HATE YOU! Why does it have to end like this?, I miss your scent, I loved the way you smelled, Nobody knew what was on my mind, But only, ONLY you were the one that can tell, I miss holding you, Inhaling you, Feeling you inside me, Can I have just one more time?, I need you! Please don't leave me, I don't want you to go, I'm sorry, Will you come back?, No! No! No! I don't want you, I can't have you, You keeping hurting me, Giving you too many chances, This time I have to leave, Because if I don't do it now, Then you will only stop me from trying to achieve, You kept in the dark, While my girls played in the light, I lost time dealing with you, When I could of done something else with my life, Today I end this with a goodbye, I hope we never meet again, I'm taking my life back, And ending us as friends, No more smelling like you, No more losing my breath, I am finally free, Until that day comes upon my death,