So Confused

Am I in love? or am I fooled by the words he says Am I being played? by the words he tells me which I know isn’t the truth so much lust he thinks I don’t know of but yet I stay pretending as if I love him If I told him what I knew I asked myself would he betray me Yet, Im So Confused Im stuck in a black hole where my mind goes insane trying to find a way out of this pain If I was to do him wrong as if he does me If I was to wait every time he turned his back to flirt with another male tell them things only lovers would do or say If I said something that wasn’t right to him oh now he’s pissed Yet, Im So Confused Im stuck with a liar who says he loves me Yet he still looking or flirting with the next main chick Yet and still Im So Confused