So Called Love

You were the man that was once my dream, But now with you all I want to do is scream. Today, in the mail, yet again I received your letter. You asked how I was and was I better? You pleaded and begged for yet another chance. You said you were a changed man and are tired of this dance. When did you begin to see, That your so called love was exacting its toll on me? Was it the first night that your so called love Hit me in the face like a boxing glove? Was it the day you did not come home? For the woods called your name and there you said you had to roam? Was it the first time after taking yet another beating, You forced yourself on me and said it was to prove I was not cheating? You ask for forgiveness and want to still be my friend. All I want is for this nightmare to end!!! I now see that to you this is not love but an obsession, To you I am not your wife but only your posession. I no longer wish to receive your emotional and physical pain, I want a normal life, I want to be sane. I am putting an end to me being your wife. I want out of our marriage, I want a new life. Our friendship is gone and for that I do mourn, But you I now see were never torn. To you it is your God-given right To take what you want with force and might. Oh, I do believe that once you are free, That you will change for a month or maybe three. I no longer want your love or our marriage. This relationship has become something that I truly disparage. Forget I exist, please forget about me, In the past it was easy for you to let me be. I am so very tired of you doing me wrong, For my self respect I will be strong. I hope the divorce papers give you the clue, That I no longer need nor am in love with you!