So Blind

All this time I have always had my doubts, Not the person led to believe is what I found out. To be deceived and lied to for oh so long, Down deep I knew there was something wrong. Head over heels I had fallen in love , Always thought you were sent from above. How the knife is twisted into my side , So much pain I can do nothing but cry. These memories of what I thought was real, I'm confused and I don't how how to feel. Is this really possible that I did not know, Through all this time it never showed. Such an evil thing to do to a man , Especially the lies which he could not stand. How cruel and cold your heart must be , To carry on as you did never letting me see. Hard to accept all those moments so dear , Realizing they are now my greatest fears . What was to be Joy and Happiness, Replaced by the feelings of a loneliness. Never did I imagine this happening to me , Thinking that you and I were meant to be . It's a very hard thing for a man to accept , When he finds out that he's been tricked. Was it the money or the control you had , Maybe because you are really just that bad. Some day soon for this you will have to pay , For the sins against me and your evil ways. Goodbye to you who ever you are , For in this heart you have left brutally scarred. Tac.