So Be It

So I’m left standing alone all alone in the cold Waves of warmth are vivid and unclear That forces the watery winks from a shattering glass That echo deep within my heart For I thought for once I will see you look back Well so be it, I’m better off in the dark alone Wait.... The darkness is my friend that I have never feared The only fear was that I will be half way the devil when he speaks All alone in a box with no breath or soul But glimpse of mental will still liger as I have been perceived as a failure And with ever bitter said about what was you Just bring a self-deformity of shame and disgust But so be it, ya’ll was just pretending and never liked me anyway Ok..... Well yeah so be it, for I have realize that I have no place in your life And all along I was made to believe that I was actually something of value Where as to you it was just a contract of monetary gain And I had to suffer the loss of memories of you and I But instead you instill the hate for what you have done and what you want me to do Forcing me to go against everything I believe in just so you are of ease So be it, like so be it I will just stand alone for my own peace.