Sleepless Heart of Mine

As i self medicate with a natural herb throughout the day It only temporarily takes the pain away This dying heart of mine, Never seems to stop its cry It weighs heavy in my chest Even tho it beats steady in my strong breasts But inside im fragile.. Broken even while my body is agile Everytime i start over.. Im broken by another lover Dying a little bit more than before But its something i crave and hunger for And its roars i cant seem to ignore So i hope even tho it takes a part of me away through every new door.. Just want commitment..someone to uncoditonally love and bbe with. Suffering is a part of this world.. But alone my heart turns cold And makes it harder to think about living old and alone My hardcore hopeless Romantic side i fear will never die Even when im the one left alone in the dust Il still carry on when the wind takes me And fly Until the last spek is gone I will not lie Maybe this is myself suicide.. And i will always fight Until its my time to die