Thoughts of heaven and hell run through this head.
Many nights I have laid awake in this bed.
Thinking about how, when, and where.
Thinking about this life that I share.
I know I’m walking on the weird side of this track.
I’m wondering how I’ll ever get back,
If I want to, and where that’s suppose to be.
I guess I’ll just have to wait and see.
I second guess if this is the right thing to do.
Hoping I can make if through.
Finding it hard to close my eyes,
Because what I will see is a surprise.