Siting In the Dark

im siting in this dark corner on my bed just crying i feel so sad and alone i rather stay in my dark room instead of places full of light im scarried of the future and the past i dont know why i cry so much i just like the darkness siting in this darkness thinking is there some 1 out there that cares that is thinking of me who wants or am i just alone with no one im scaried today if i die would any 1 care i would hope so im just so sad and rather sit here in the dark.........