Since I Fell Away

today marks six months since i fell away what seemed impossible at first only gets easier each day loosening my grip on the hands of my past that refuses to hold me so i give up at last i've forgotten yesterday i'm ignoring tomorrow just holding on to the present and letting go of the sorrow if you asked, i'd say i wouldn't know how i manage to sleep at night having heard myths of all the misery i see, now, it's not so bad, i'm alright and now it's time for bed blank, empty, & cold the days of my dreaming are now days of old