Sin

I don't know where to start So I'll start with my heart The mellows of my soul Highs and lows I'm sick of desperation Lack of patience How do you break this? There would be nothing to break If I didn't suffocate My own self It's been 10 years More than that And I'm still sick I don't want to admit Sin has its addictions I've heard happiness is a choice Everything is, so they say But how do you know What really was your road? Or when emotions Took your path astray? One moment you feel good The next you stressed Good thoughts at first you would Until hex killed your bless With nothing left I blame myself It was I the whole time That drained myself Over stretch and strain myself Outsource, force train myself But the pain I felt Was all within brain of self I didn't need to go anywhere Looking for gold Nothing is worth the value of soul