Silent Thoughts

My brain is pounding My head is aching Thoughts exploding Pulse beating Heart racing Anger steering Jesus are you hearing. Tears are flowing Pain growing No one's listening Fear calling Death knocking Salvation are you waiting. Satan's laughing No one's watching War approaching Hatered escalating Jesus are you whispering. I am listening Faith deteriorating Eyes wondering Soul depleting Jesus are you descending. I am anticipating Nothing changing Bitterness consuming Love dying Greed and lust rising Children suffering Jesus are you crying. Parties assembling Crowds observing Respect disappearing Judge concluding Jesus are you surrendering. Why aern't you fighting Covenants broken Separation dividing Nation disbelieving People dying Jesus are you observing. I have been sighing My hearts hurting I am praying Have you been listening Why aernt you helping. I have been calling Enemies gathering Vows changing Spirit empty Feet weary Heart faint Jesus why aernt you comforting. Broken words Tearful voice Gatekeeper stirring Darkness approaching Disbelief setting in Emotion got her hands on me. Jesus send mercy to deliver me Pride got a hold on me Self is controlling me Lord forgive me I believe Satan's after me Jesus you got to save me. These thoughts are torturing me Self depart from me Hell is not my home Satan is not my friend Jesus come sit with me. I am in need Sin nibbles at my bones Shame tries to control me Jesus come take a walk with me Guide me, embrace me. Abba release me Let not my soul wither on this wasteful land Use me Take my feet unto greener pastures Teach my spirit to serve thee Jesus do not desert me. Mould me, advise me Teach me how to start afresh Make me whole again Let peace consume me Jesus put my pass behind me.