Side Effects To Life In General

Sanity is so far from my reach...I just want to sink it down into Havasu’s lake beach...I beseech a sense of belonging in my speech... Isolated in my overwhelming lonesomeness...left behind again and again and I’m so used to it by now, regardless of my cheerfulness...I don’t want this distress anymore, so I’ll replace it with happiness, so I can get out of this frivolous mess... Dead inside with dread...go ahead, ignore me...I just want to be free from captivity and seek a remedy from on high humbly... Engage in encouragement and we can be truly, positively happy Endorsed in bad and good side effects of life in general...engulfed in bemusement and bafflement yet I’m in love with my pain of resentment Figuring out how to live my life without falling on my face...I feel like a disgrace at times and then, I face the light of day and try to keep pace with this race of determination and frustration Focusing on the negatives will lower my mindset to the ground and below, so I must focus on the positives to be lifted above the undertow Exquisite effulgence glimmers in your eyes of fright and fear...but, dear, fear not nor have anxious thoughts anymore - have cheer, for God’s healing is near Creativity and passionate potential is needed in these times of tribulation and I need a sensation of no-room-for-vexation, for I want Your love to guide me in the way in which I should go The patience and virtuous mercy of God is so vast and He has been so good to me as of lately...He has healed me from the side effects of life in general in my everyday life and zipped out the strife that slits my throat emotionally like a jagged knife Simply fascinated and satisfied with God’s intervention in my life, but the aftershocks of my sins are unbearable still and I need His will to set me free from despondency Tension builds up in my throat and heart again Oh Lord of Accord, save me from the pangs of painstaking regret and my poverty of woeful endeavors Lovely to see the sunshine amongst the moon hours after midnight...the aura surrounding the moon are like crimson blue efflorescence and its silhouette is a mere trace of blissfulness I’ll eventually get up and try with my might to move forward in ardent stride to the extreme, for I need divine direction immensely Forget the troubles of the past and forgive me for the wrongs I’ve done, oh God of Love and peace Excellent is His name from on high and He increases my jubilant soul Indubitably - God is miraculous and marvelous and heals me completely from my illnesses and conditions of plenty...He saved me from dying from my suicidal disease of the bewildered mind Nightfall’s nostalgia still haunts and taunts me till this very night tonight Gracious, Elegant, Negativity-lacking, Endearing, Radiant And empathetic Spirit of God motivates me and makes me feel wondrous in His surreal sight...and with His zealous might, I will be one with the meek and will not end up weak Leaping for joy and happiness childishly and yet so cheerfully inside my mind and heart —looking forward to Mother’s Day and I want to wish everyone who is a mom on a daily basis a wonderful, pleasant day and week...