Sick

I'm so sick of hearing the same old lecture why can't I grow up and be mature no one understands even if they think they might I'll just put a rope around my neck and pull it tight will that end all the pain and agony that I go through every day you say I haven't changed but I have in my own way I don't do it to impress I act how I do because for some reason it relieves the stress you don't understand me so please don't try eventually ill be free and you'll be satisfied but until then be patient because my rope is tied