Sick

im sick of love songs how they play them all out im tired of waiting around though i have many more years about im tired of searching 4 someone to turn my life upside down im tired of wanting too feel someone's gentle touch im sick of wanting someone to love me too much im tired of looking back and seeing so much wrong i hope to find a love for which can one day be strong im tired of seeing lovebirds holding hands im tired of being the only lonely man better than the rest but so far from the best i wear a suit so u can't see the black hole inside my chest at the edge of the pole deciding what to do next should i love once again or put my heart to its quiet rest maybe in time i'll figure out what to do because im so tired of love and even more finding you so im goin to throw my heart away since there is nothing more left to say only goodbye and that i hope to see you at a future day because i accepted to always be alone so to my heart i say goodnite and so long