Showing the Way

Alone in this house I sit, Wondering if I have a place in this world, Will I ever fit? I feel so empty, And yet so creepy. I want to go outside and enjoy the beautiful day, Watch my children laugh and play. It feel to open outside, Go in, stay out, when will I decide? I try to focus on the prettiest flower, Lord give me the strength and power. I feel it start to rise in me, The wind picks up, it's nice and breezy. I just needed to take a step back, And realize I'm not giving in to an attack. I can do this, I quietly hiss. I will make it through the day, Because God is beside me showing the way.