Show Me, God

How can I show you, God, When I am confused, When I am mystified, The closer I get to Him, The more troubles I see, The nearer I walk, The higher the mountains, I have walked this alley for years, I have been assailed by conflicting thoughts for decades, None has the answer to my numerous questions. How can I show you, God, When He is everywhere around, When He is that calm voice that speaks amidst the turmoil, He is the invisible wall that props up, He is the light that beams on that dark path, He is the ladder that leads to the summit, Nature attests to His existence, The sequential order of the day affirms His magnificence, I'll show you the door that leads to Him, The onus lies on you to unlock, See, know and understand.