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i know it helped you that i could see if i do it to will it help me it took away your pain do you now feel good if it takes away my pain do you think i should you hated your life and in some way it shows if i hated mine to do you think anyone will know you had a short life do you think you could have made it long if i shorten mine to do you think it would be wrong you were happy at some point do you remember at what time if i were happy for a day would it be crossing the line when you decided to make that choice was it hurting you a lot if i was to make that choice to would they leave my body to rot P.S. this poem is talking about my aunt who killed herself four days after my eight birthday i cannot have the mind power to do something like that but i do know people who do. so this poem goes out to all the people who lost their relatives to suicided and to the ones who think about it everyday. and to hope you can get help so you would not do anything like that