Short But Great

I still have alot to think about in my life and everything but today i think was good for me at least I wrote a blog and realized...... i am a great personIi am caring loving thoughtful I and am always thinking about others usually more then myself I have my flaws yes... but i have a big heart and i think thats really important im lookin for a job next tuesday I found myself (somewhat) I just hope it all gets better I do have great things in my life that i am very grateful for i cry alot but i smile my heart may be breaking all the time but it never stops loving and giving im going to be the best i can and by doing that im going to be me im going to try to stay positive all the time I know it wont happen but at least im trying.... im going to focus on myself marriage can wait kids can wait but poetry makes me happy so im going to be into it as much as possible ill stress about it no i dont like my looks and no i dont think ill ever go anywhere in life but it never hurts to try right its important to focus on yourself i think because focusin on yourself just might save your life because focusing on yourself is like fighting for something really important so.. im off to find myself Cause love is just that much better when your actually there