Shocked

Shocked, I don't know where to turn Or even who to speak to I feel lost and don't know Where I am headed This was a life changing day I believe no one will understand Everyone can say Keep your head up Stay strong Believe in god But when all else fails Who else do you have? YOU!! And nobody seems to understand me The rage, The anger, The sorrow Why me? I keep replaying it in my head Why me? I ask myself again Help, Help me out of this space Please GOD!!! I can not hurt anymore All the pain I've already endured I can deal with this NO LONGER!