Shes Trying To Make It Easy

listen stop and think take a deep breath think now dont imagine dont pretend pay attention here this might be the end you say you want one your stuck with three one runs away but you cant let her be we sit and we talk reminisce about the good times wow how does time fly by I remember all the times we spent laughing for hours but was it all worth it in the end when it devours Im trying to make this easy Im trying to let you understand I cant make it any simpler for you were like my second hand you held me up you put me down but did that ever stop me from coming back around I need to feel the touch the touch of someone I love so much but only for I know this is true I know this wont get through to you after years and years of drying my tears I cant just let you go ive tried so hard ive changed my ways you compliment me all of the time but what about the other person I’m still inside she’s got me locked in she put me away for showing you my sin I am not troubled I have my ways but this changed girl has had way better days she wants to tell you all these things for if she were out she would she wants you to know that she cant let you go and that the feelings she has she just keeps below she has a mission and the mission is you but she cant seem to get that through she knows what to do she knows where to go she just has to dig deep below she needs your help reach in and take dont be shy to make a mistake she wont spill out her thoughts she wont tell you all her rough spots but shes trying to tell you shes working hard on what shes got and shes thought she got through but she must have hit everyone else in the heart except you now shes trying to make this easy shes trying not to make this hurt but she cant just get up and give you all her dirt Im going to leave now and let her come out dont be worried and defiantly dont shout she needs you she needs your help the support isnt always there the other me was better the emotions ran high but the other me grabbed you and she never said good bye Im not going to tell you your going to have to guess but I just wanted you to know that Im going to take a rest now dont get hostile dont freak out Im pretty sure you know what this one is about now I tried making this easy I tried not to make it hard but Ive done all I can do right now and someday I will explain how