She's Lost

Things I never thought possible have all come true Even my worst nightmares are real I never knew exactly how much it all hurt Until I sat down at night and just let my mind wonder Every little thing that has every bothered me Comes running back in a way so strong I want to cry Unfortuantly no matter how hard I try to act like it don't hurt It does, it kills me inside every time I'm reminded of them Images flash into my head of things I could have had Things I sometimes wish I had They over come me and cause me to go insane Cause me to become this helpless little girl A child for the most part One who tries her hardest but still falls to her knees On the outside I look okay like nothing can hurt me When on the inside I'm screaming for help This strong girl has finally reached her limits with bad things And has turned into this fragile child, she thought she had left behind The child who can't handle things for herself Who has to run away and cry alone Because this strong girl doesn't wont the outside world Knowing how weak she's become