She and I

From the ablaze of thunder They all flew; In front the doors of hell There stood the crew Asking for a little bit of mercy Wanting it to be so true… Ceasing the demons from stabbing another soul Is what I want to do But hatred and anger What only grew Ceaseless nights and the darkest lights Have got into my heart I smile and I laugh though I just want my day to be oh so bright… I'm losing my friend God I don’t want this to end Nonsense words were spoken above Because of this idea that I hate so much I'm still losing my friend And my faith in god is what will end… He's taking her away I need her badly to stay I look into her eyes and cry And wish it's me who is gona die… The moment I knew The breeze of fear The touch of pain Have dropped on my soul again I wanted to scream I wished it was a dream God this is so mean… I'm tearing really hard On my life I want a guard A guard to help me live again And cease each and every pain I want to erase my every sin Please god help me win My weary soul can hold no more Just help her live And give her faith And get her smile back to her face Every night I pray alone And remain awake until its dawn I sit on the piano and play And let my tears free each night And each day My heart is very weak And I will soon Become so bleak If this is how life is meant to be Then what am I and she to thee..? If this is the way you want to rule don’t you think it's quiet cruel..? If in pain and agony you want me to dive Then why do you want me still alive..? I'm your worshipper and you're my knight Please keep her close I want to hold her tight My constant tears will dry so soon And you'll see me walking blindly to my doom Why does happiness never last; Why does it have to fade so fast? Keep her god; I want her near Keep her god; I want her here… I'm so tired my dear…