Shattered By My Own Hand

My heart remains shattered I didn’t fall in love with a girl Rather, I sort of sauntered into it But, eventually, there I was Not all in until too late Now not allowed where I want to go She showed me one day a drawing of her with her heart on the floor For what I’d done to her I was, after all, taken by another with a different life And could not be everything to her Or with her So today I am not allowed to know her Though I look from a distance and see This man who has given her what I didn't And I can only sit here and love her Wanting her life to be full of joy I did it all to me So I expect no sympathy Even though My heart remains shattered